Ok, a little bit more about me and what is driving me to make changes in my life. I come from a working class family and my parents have always struggled to be honest. I know they did their best for us but we were never going to be rich. That is fine - being rich doesn't necessarily mean in monetary values but, to me, friendships, health and just rich in ambition -is what spurs me on in life. My dad used to kick me out (and my sister) from the age of 15 upwards -because he didnt know how to handle teen girls. We were not bad, we went to school, we always worked in holidays, did housework and the rest. The point is, ive always struggled as well and lived in some right sh*t holes while going through my teens. I never had the opportunity to progress myself emotionally or financially. Later on in life, I met my fiance, (who is now an ex) I was with him for 6 years until he decided to have a sub life crises and go travelling to Thailand,,, on his own!! Yep, how rejected did I feel? Well, its 4 years on since then and I ve been drifting in my own little world, not knowing what to do with myself. I am fairly intelligent and can generally put my mind to most things but, it was discovering that my 'talent' is in the internet and ecommerce world. I can sit for hours on the internet, resourcing, learning, self-teaching.. that is what Ive been doing for the past 2 years however, I was never settled and after having returned to my parents for a year last year, I decided that I needed to set my roots up in my own flat (i mean, at 31 years of age, I didnt want to be living at home!!) So, here I am, I do have a nice flat to be fair, but its crippling me. I work full time but I struggle. Not only that, although I like my job and the people that I work with, I dont want to work for other people all my life. Im a free spirit and I want to choose my own hours, days, weeks etc etc. Im not aiming to be on the rich list, I want to earn enough NOT TO STRUGGLE, to be able to pay my way and make decisions about my life without having to ask the boss!! Ive found what I love doing and I am currently designing my web pages for my new online store (I wont give the name away yet!!) I will be acting as an 'online agent' for a clothing company based in London, who design, print and dropship their clothing for you. The flavour of styles is Urban, rock, punk, pop and funky clothing inspired for newborns right up to adults. However, I need money to keep it going and I can imagine, there are alot of people like me out there in the same position - got the idea but no capital, poor credit rating and noone that can help with a start up.
| PLEASE BE INSPIRED TO DO WHAT YOU CAN TO START YOUR DREAM TODAY - BE PATIENT AND PERSISTANT -I BELIEVE IN MYSELF AND THAT I CAN MAKE THIS WORK    
Ive included some pictures of me. I want you to know that I am just a regular person, who simply wants to better my life. In the pictures where my hair is black, that was last year on my 30th birthday. And the one where I am wearing the cowboy hat was taken this year, following on from a night out with friends. The picture with the young girl is my gorgeous niece, Chloe who is 6 years old. (And my hair virtually back to its natural colour) MY MESSAGE IS: DONT SIT ON THE FENCE AND ACCEPT THE SITUATION YOU ARE IN TODAY. DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. PERUSE THIS SITE FOR SOME INSPIRATION. |
